~About Me~

I was born an empath, with high intuition.  As a kid, one day, while my mom was brushing my hair, I couldn’t have been more than 7 or 8 years old, and all of a sudden I felt this overwhelming level of pain coming from my mom.  In that moment, as a kid, something inside of me said I would take her pain, because she didn’t know how to deal with it, much less feel it.

Into my teenage years, I remember acting as the emotional mediator and caretaker, with peacemaking skills along side of this very unusual journey. It would be 10 more years, at 26, that I would finally begin my journey to awakening; healing and bringing much needed understanding and awareness as to why I felt so open and sensitive…and why I could feel others pain; emotions and feelings, as if they were my very own.

It would take many, many years, with many experiences, that for the longest time would feel like negatives that were a constant in my life.  Prior to my accessing and developing my intuitive abilities, I was lucky enough to be presented with a counselor that had a very cutting edge approach to healing the foundation of the family dynamics I grew up in.  It was at this point, while in a conversation with my counselor, where I committed to counseling twice a week, an hour at a time, with homework to do on my own, that I would find my intuitive abilities calling for information and attention to detail.

Through a very direct experience to soul awakening, there would be many challenges, obstacles and negatives that would bring great change to my life. It would be during times of great emotional stress and pain, that I discovered that if I applied my intuitive, spiritual and conscious knowledge to my life changes, the many obstacles that came into my life, would finally be transformed, transmuted and healed towards greater understanding.

It would also be because of these many experiences that were transformed and transmuted with greater understanding, that I would finally discover the purpose for these life changes that were leading me toward evolving my childhood patterns that would bring me into the ascension process.

The ascension process brings us beyond the New Age and all things psychic.  However, with a huge dose of common sense, combined with metaphysical concepts, spiritual modalities and conscious understanding, we begin the journey of awakening; living a heart centered and soul guided life, naturally integrated, grounded and connected, through each and every emotional experience.  For it is our emotions that hold the key to higher and deeper knowledge and intuition. This journey is not for the faint of heart and there is no way to bypass the transformation of our shifting emotions to just get to the good stuff or soul knowing.  This journey is calling for our full human participation; to feel our feelings and feel our emotions, so that we can get to the other side of the emotion, where soul guided awareness resides deep within us.

Life changes and challenges still make their presence known in my life, but it is because of the constant use of tools through these changes, that I am fully conscious and awakened to the purpose of my soul’s journey, and the purpose of others soul journey and can now provide guidance in reading consultations.

Whether choosing to have a reading with me or another, check in, tune in and see if what is being presented is in alignment with your awakening journey.

For more information on tranforming the patterns of our past, see articles by carolyn gwiazdzinski on selfgrowth and helium.com.